Sever Red – Afraid (Official Visualizer)

Sever Red – Afraid (Official Visualizer)

Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Josh Schroeder at Random Awesome Studios.

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Lyrics:

I hear you calling, so alluring,
Tell me it’s okay. Cause I’m so despondent.
Always falling, I will never change.
So I’ll drift away now, betray the sweet sound.
The promise of better days.
I’ve tried everything I know, I can’t kill it.
This thing inside, terrorizing me till I feed it.
I’m afraid to feel again. I’m not okay, it never ends.
Mind is racing all the time, I’m so damn sick of living this lie.
It’s 3 in the morning waking up, don’t remember what happened.
Reach to my side, grab the bottle as the panic creeps in.
The sweet relief takes ahold of me, oh I hate it.
Would rather die than live another day feeling like this.
All my hopes, my dreams are gone.
Thrown away, and it’s all my fault.
I’m afraid to feel again. I’m not okay, it never ends.
Mind is racing all the time, I’m so damn sick of living this lie.